JAS ((: this is a story bout a girl

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

This has to come to an end...

finally after cryin every night even in my dreams since thursdae, i noe tt this has to stop i cant be neglectin everything..lucky i still hv fwens lyk ber,jeanice and gi etc.to cheer mi up thk guys.tks u all for being wid mi when i am down.and i wan to thk GOD lurves ya lots.

GoD tell mi y am i cryin?*broken inside*

its tym i start to forget bout it.later goin for class outin hopefully thing will turn out fine.since he call mi bitch.i hv gt nth to sae.-[cheated]-he even sae i brain wash my fwens to hate him.i was juz statin the facts.this i realli can tk it ani more.SHIT why am i cryin again.i was suppose to be in a happy mood for the klass outin later.this has juz gt to come to an end.GOD i noe u will be there for mi.y? y am i feelin a pain in my heart.it felt lyk i hv juz been stab.nvr had i been so sad before.i realli wanna slash myself.but i cant cuz there i can hurt GOD.whut shld i do?how can i face this matter?y do i lurve him?y am i cryin to myself?does it work? so mani question in my mind.solutions?i realli dunno.-confused-GOD save mi...

*broken inside*

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